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Friday, October 16, 2009
ramblings of a constipated female


hah dont mind the title.
but indeed i am constipated.
and i wanna blog so much but i just donoe wat to blog about.

i regret deleting my nefecleox.blogspot.com.
the post are backdated from 2002 u noe.
wat to do.... acting harshly will cause regrets in later days.
like now.
i shoud have just deleted the post on which i screw my class advisor instead of deleting the whole blog.
hah i rmmbr another advisor of mine told me whilst i was in keplog doing my internship.
"Khadijah, u bettteeerrr delete ur post in ur blog. u call her bitch n kuda. u can be expelled. or she can even sue u..."

bedek ah siak. nothing happened. menyesal aku delete.

and now, Sadiq wants me to delete dis blog. becoz of some conflicts wif a certain mofo.
haiz (-,-)''
one after another la.
leave us alone bole takkkkkkkk??????

please. i don wanna delete dis blog.
i don wanna regret again.
watever u read here... just keep it to urself and stop asking around.
or i'll have to private dis space.
baru kau tk dpt berita pasal linlinlinlindaaaaaaaaaaa.

menyampah aku.


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Thursday, October 15, 2009
floodgates


i've been in the office since 7am.
and its almost 2pm now.
and i cant stop drinking
and half hour later i'm peeing.
since morning i've had

a packet of iced soya bean milk.
a can of Mirinda Orange.
a can of Yeo's Chrysanthemum Tea.
500ml of plain water.
a packet of iced tea.

i didnt even eat any food.
haha
prangai sak.
mati aku kalau mak bapak aku tahu.kene piat2 nnti telinga ku.
lol
apa bole bikin kn.
my menses coming se.
haus. dahaga.


nothing much to update here.
am just waiting for payday payday payday.
nk buy for shorty cetak kueh.nyahahahahhahahaha

Alhamdullilah...
my family is happy.
my love life is blissful.
my job.... *rolls eyes*

k la. update next time. nk terberry ni!


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Tuesday, October 06, 2009
lonely


so...
its been 10 days living my life without lilbro.
the house has been pretty much quiet
and definitely less smokey. lol

i miss him alot & i cried everytime i read his last sms.
he is now on his way to Jeddah. "jalan tempat lanun" he said.

and 3 days since gramma head off to Kelantan AGAIN.
Daddy trustfully lent his car to Sadiq
and off we head to JB larkin.
kesian mambang aku tu. he looked uncomfy and de best part...
manual la dey.
dahlah sempit. kene maen gear.
wakakakak

when gramma wanted to board the bus...
she turned to Sadiq FIRST!
SADIQ EH!! not me. menyampah aku.
bakal cucu hantu la konon.
"Adiq, terime kasih antar nenek. jaga diri baik2 tau"

ish ish! jeles! Jeles!

i wonder how long will she be there this time round.

so... lil sis and myself are quite lonely.

dat explains why i am doing overtime practically everyday.
i dont reali like to be in a quiet home.

Either OT or go Boon Lay doing nothing n rotting
maklomlah tgh blajar nak jadik sampah.
wakakakakak

and my dearest uncle is getting married in dec.
and he too will move out.
omg. daddy, mummy, lil sis n myself ONLY??????

very tu lan.
seriousli. (-,-)''


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Sunday, September 20, 2009
hahahari rayaaa


to all my frens/blogmates,

Just wanna wish u guys Selamat Hari Raya.
minta mahap kalau ade terkacau, terkutok, terkata dan ter ter yg laen.
hehehehe

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Have a good one yeah.
:)

And a not-so-happy 22nd to me.
lol!
like farah said... dua dua to tha tua.
ahahhahaha
and Sadiq, Thanks for the wonderful day.
it meant alot. :)

i am quite upset.
lil bro's gonna head for his attachment in like 6 days time.
its like a year of separation from dis temperamental baby bro of mine.
gosh. life aint gonna be de same...
but i wish him all the best.
hope dis eye opening experience is gonna turn him a into a good independant man.
InsyaAllah.


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Saturday, September 12, 2009
Selamat Hari Lahir Sayang



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A Year Older.
A Year Wiser.
A Man Who Taught Me Alot.
And Piss Me Off Alot Too. Hehehe

But Then Again, This 29 Year Old Man Is Worth It.

Watever Shit Is Happening, Be Strong Dear.
I Am With You ThruOut.
Happy 29Th Sayang.
Will Have A Belated/Combined Celebration After Raya ok.


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Wednesday, September 09, 2009
rela


tak ubah berbunga lalang
rendahnya pandanganmu
padaku yang amat memerlukan

kegersangan sekeping hati
mengharapkan setitis embun
agar basah rindu ini

aku yang terbiar sejak mula lagi
puas ku merintih puas ku berduka

kuhanya mampu berserah
beserta doa harapan
ubahlah haluan hidup ini

demi cinta yang menyala
kurela menggengam bara api
demi kasih yang mengharum
sungguh aku rela
biar pun pada pandangan
seperti bunga yang layu terbuang
namun kau pasti tahu
semua kerna aku masih lagi
setia padamu
biarku menangis seumpama pengemis

kuhanya mampu berserah
beserta doa harapan
ubahlah haluan hidup ini


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Monday, September 07, 2009
hi liv the minahrep!


Dear Liv,

Pertaining to the tags that u posted on my tagboard, would realy appreciate it if u stop whatever u're doing. reason being, it takes more to bring down my blissful *aawww* relationship. I am not going to retaliate even though by birth i am a minah. (without the REP of course) I am not up to ur REPish standards. Ooops i digressed.
Well, its my turn to do the explaining and stop reading if it causes anger or jealousy.

Firstly, u said
"girl, kau tahu sape sadiq? he is just making use of u lah! he is still in love with his ex gf. Linda"
Wats love without presence? He is making use of me? Den wat makes u tink i am not making use of him? Like in ur terms, "ade pergi ade balek jack"

"he wants to wed her once she's out. itu hari time lepak2 dia ckp gitu lagi. kau telan asap sua"
yeah so lets sit down and pray dat she'll be released. *inserts angelic face* and let sadiq and linda get married ok. and i'm willingly to be wife number TWO! and we'll see who's gonna bite the dust.

"muka cina kopet. apa yg kau ada compared to linda? nothing ok. she is so much better compared to u"
ooohhh! i love dis statement of urs. what have i got is it?
oh well here goes nothing (Sorry Sadiq & Momoi. but i gotta shut dis retard up)
1) at least i am in SG! living a life and not locked up behind bars in China for doing something stupid
2) i dont "fall in love" wif niggars.
3) my family is not broken.
4) i earn my own dough and not from my pussy.
5) ok i can go on and on if i dont stop now.

oh well... the demeaning thing is... i cant cook. but like so???

"sadiq tak pernah sygkan kau ok. he is just making use of u alright. shameless fatty!"
being shameless gets me where i am now. and i'm making use of him too. haha right dear?


"kau jgn jadi pompan tak tahu malu k. back off lah sial! Sadiq is forever Linda's. and NEVER YOURS."
NO. i will never back off. Used to be hers. But now he's mine. Seriousli, ur words and curses are not making any effect on me.

I don wanna be fanatical here. But pls just leave us alone. I've been thru shit after shit just to be dis happy.

Yous Truly,
JAJA the not so Minah

hahahaha haizz
panjang2 aku type... confirm si Liv melawan.
maklomlah.. UNEDUCATED HOOLIGANS!
Sarap aaahhhh siaaak! wakakakakakak


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥